It will be a rare one of you
who enters this portal and finds it congenial. You
are entering a world of exquisite torture, of a life
hanging by a thread, a place where hope has long
since been abandoned, where, if any principle or
sentiment familiar to you still has value, it does so
in the teeth of hypocrisy.
The author of these Notebooks once claimed that
"the few genuine truths are dark and terrible". He
has made it his mission to chronicle them, or
simply repeat them over and over again, as they are
so few, and he has persisted in breathing much
longer than is required to articulate them in their
indescribable nudity. His expression is an erotica
of truth, not the pornography that so often passes
for philosophy. It still musters a freezing
passionthough for what, it can never quite
say. Yet it hasn't the courage to be outright
poetry. It does not wish to land softly at the edge
of the senses. It is profoundly disturbed (you will
read 'sick') in its soul. You will find it easily
accepting of any verdict or diagnosis you may
proffer.
This should make you suspicious.
It does not pretend to have your interests in
mind, and, more strangely, none of its own it would
care to defend. Nor does it assume a conspiracy of
interests operating under the sign of a possessive
plural. It aspires to a music consisting of "the
cries of ghosts of birds from a lower hell" than
any of your imagining. You may still click the hell out of here
and proceed with your lifethe indecorous
biscuit of your existenceor....
Copyright © 1998 Bianco Luno and Victor Muñoz
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